You are not your thoughts, at least that's what your rational mind tells you most of the time, but that's definitely not how it feels at 3 am when you have woken up and can’t get back to sleep.
You lie in
bed tossing and turning and as your brain wakes up that little voice in
your head that starts nagging you with doubts and fears about money… and your
business failing… about being unemployed (again)… about being
unemployable… you try and ignore it but you can’t.
Later that day
you are outside in the countryside, enjoying a walk in a forest, and
feeling relaxed. You feel your phone vibrate in your pocket.
You try and ignore it, but it keeps on vibrating, and in a milli-second your mind is flooded with thoughts:
“What if there’s been an accident… Oh no it’s probably from work to tell me a client project has got delayed, and you need this project because you are self-employed…Oh dear god, I hope my (elderly) mother hasn’t had another fall and hurt herself again…”
On the drive back there is a news item on the
radio rattling out statistics about the Covid-19 related number of
business failures in your region… suddenly you are overwhelmed with
feelings of anxiety and fear…and your brain is flooded with thoughts of
financial disaster.
Thoughts… thoughts… thoughts!
3 Core Beliefs
How do we deal with our negative thoughts: thoughts of anger, accusation and despair?
I
am not a counsellor or therapist nor in way trained to offer any form
of professional advice in dealing with these issues. What I am going to
share with you here are my own personal experiences of addressing these
issues and suggestions as to what has worked for me.
I must declare three core beliefs that I have and that underpin my take on you are not your thoughts:
We are going to cover a lot of ground here and in the follow-up article
and I am including many links to third party resources and other
articles on this site that will provide a more holistic
understanding. I encourage you to follow up and read this material.
In
dealing with our thoughts, I have found that there are four stages:
awareness of our thoughts; understanding our thoughts; accepting our
thoughts; and, living with our thoughts.
The best way of becoming aware of your thoughts is mindfulness practice. Zen master Thich Nhat Hanh defined mindfulness as: “…the energy of being aware and awake to the present moment…” How to practice mindfulness? Understanding the basics of mindfulness meditation technique is fundamentally very simple – the hardest part is to just do it!
Put simplistically, we can understand the origin of these thoughts from two perspectives: [1] The Hardware This is the physiology - the parts of your brain - that creates these thoughts. The Chimp Model explains this and how it generates many of our unconscious and automatically arising thoughts.
Professor William Irvine - Evolutionary Psychology - extract from Stoicism & Framing
[2] The Software This is the conditioning from our primary caregivers and dominant adult figures in our childhood that creates these thoughts.
The mindfulness practices outlined
above will go a long way to helping you develop considerable self
awareness and insight into the causes and nature of your negative
thoughts and the realisation that you are not your thoughts.
You Are Not Your Thoughts: (1) AWARENESS
It is helpful to understand that:
If you are new to mindfulness practise and you are struggling to bring
your unconscious mental activity into conscious awareness as thoughts,
pay very close attention to your emotions.
Your (unconscious) thoughts are always reflected in your body as emotions. So ask yourself: "What am I feeling?"
Mindfulness
practice will enable you to watch and observe your emotions and
emotional states as they arise, and will empower you to not become
totally immersed and identified with them.
To make a start with this practice here are 6 basic exercises.
Also, follow these simple instructions for understanding the basics.
After
some practice of mindfulness and with a developing awareness of
previously unconscious thoughts as they arise, three things become
apparent:
You Are Not Your Thoughts: (2) UNDERSTAND
This
is centred on the amygdala, a major emotional centre in the limbic
system. This is responsible for our flight / fight response.
These
thoughts are non-rational and largely driven by survival instincts and
pleasure instincts - sometimes referred to as our "animal nature".
Many of our negative thoughts stem from this region of the brain.
This is a vast subject and there are many psychological models and interventions used to address and "repair" this conditioning.
For simplicity, if we use Buddhist terminology there are three concepts to frame this:
Think of this as a ferris wheel of suffering!
You Are Not Your Thoughts: (3) ACCEPT
There is a vast industry of professional psychologists,
therapists and counsellors offering a wide variety of interventions,
coping strategies and potential solutions. For many people this level of
professional assistance is necessary and beneficial.
However
there are probably an even greater number of us who either just struggle
on and do our best, or who seek to apply the insights gained from these
practices to help ourselves work to a position of deep understanding that you are not your thoughts. I suggest 3 keys:
You Are Not Your Thoughts: (4) LIVING
Video:
Most of us believe the thoughts we hold about ourselves to be true. But: ‘Is it true?‘
Who would you be without your story?
Further Reading:
Your Relationship With Failure
How to Make Friends with Your Beautiful Monsters
Why Embracing Your Fear Of Failure Is The Better Option
5 Buddhist Teachings on Working With Habitual Patterns of Thought
"Feeling Great" by David D. Burns
Return from "You Are Not Your Thoughts" to: Renewing Your Mind
Or Return to: Techniques For Stress Management
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